Off to the cemetery to wish my Papa Dukes a happy birthday.
Wearing a lace tank to show off my gypsy sugar skull and my Red Reader tattoo I got in honor of him.
Love you Daddy.
Miss you more and more every day<3
“And I am lost, so lost, you are the constellations…”
I pulled up to my house around 10:30pm after an hour at the gym. I stepped out of my car and I just stared up at the sky. I gazed up at the stars, mesmerized by the number of constellations and the various loners lighting up the night sky.
Then I thought of you because whenever i look up I think as though you might be looking back. But I dont know where you really are, I can only hope you are watching over me. You were my rock. You always knew what to say to fix everything, even if it was just for a short amount of time. I realize it’s up to me now. Sometimes I just wish I still had your guidance. It was too soon, I wasn’t ready, no one was. I just miss you, I really do.
I love you dad. It doesn’t get any easier to deal with, just easier to hide.
My dad was the hippest hipster….
He was a hipster before hipsters were even a thing haha.
I now own two of the coolest sweaters and an amazing long aztec-like zig zag print vest.
There was a ton more where that came from thanks to my mom cleaning/organizing the basement.
We now all own a little something awesome my dad left behind.
I now know where my fashion sense comes from :)
Love you and miss you papa dukes, I’m going to rock the hell our of your clothes <3
My Uncle Jay (the one on the right) just put this up on Facebook with a caption that read:
“Oct 19, two years since my brother Bob left us. And left everyone who loved him better for knowing him. I miss you every day, Bob. Fangs for the mammaries…”
Currently crying at work.
My dad (Bob) on the left, his twin Norman and baby brother Jay.
These men play a huge part in my life and I wish I could be with my Uncles tomorrow.
This is so much harder than last year.
Happy Father’s Day to the most amazing man in the world. I was the luckiest girl to have had you as a father, papa dukes. I’d give anything to be able to give you one last hug and exchange I love you’s since you werent given that chance to say it back. I miss you more and more every day. <3
